Lies and disappointments
It is time to come clean. I have been lying to myself for several weeks. My weight went up because I was depressed about not going on vacation. Plus there were birthday cakes and cookies to eat. I know weight fluctuates, but I couldn’t bear to enter a gain in MFP.
This morning, however, I am back on track. I still haven’t made a new entry in MFP because my weight is the same as the last time I posted it. Maybe by the end of this week I will be able to record a loss! I am trying so hard. That’s part of the problem. The harder I try the more deprived I feel and then I try to make up for it all at once. I need to get back on an even keel. I wasn’t able to meet the guys this morning for breakfast. Pesky old work had other plans for me. So I had another bowl of rocks and came to work to answer phones. That has made me a little crabby, but I am going to hold fast and not do anything stupid like eat a carton of ice cream or an extra-large order of fries for lunch.
My partner has been driving me to work this week because his car is in the shop. I have to admit I kind of like being chauffeured around. Plus we get to argue first thing in the morning. Isn’t that special.